Saturday, March 26, 2016

Evil in me

The shadow behind me grows
Out of control
I look here and there to figure out
What fresh new devil has just fallen upon me
I brust off and kill everyone near by
As i start thinking, as i start talking
Heart in me gets stonified
Blood in me turns to fabric
i still breathe though the soul in me is no more
All that is left in me is mere lump of flesh

And than again
My heart of stone starts throbbing
And the fabric reaches my brain
I open my eyes to see the grave i created
From the ones that were mine
Shamelessly i cross through all my dids
And then again i walk alone

Monday, August 24, 2015

"म" हुनुको अस्तित्व



आँखा भरि आएका ऑँशुहरू
खस्न खोज्छन, बलिन्र्द झरि झरेझै 
बग्न खोज्छन
चारै दिशाबाट, सबै खोज्छन
म भित्र रित्इएको मेरो अस्तित्व

हारेर ओराली लागेको मृगझै म
आफैभित्र खोतल्छु, "म" को अर्थ
सोघ्छु, के यहि हो म?
के यहि हो मेरो स्थान?

जिउदै मरेको लाशझै विवश 
ठिन्ड उभिएको लाश 
बिफल हुन्छ उत्तरदिन
चिच्याउछ मनमनै
भुतभुताउछ अाफैसँग
आफैले सुन्ने डरले काँन थुन्छ
लाँमो सास लिन्छ 
र 
भुसुक्क निदाउछ र
फेरि बिर्सन्छ
"म" हुनुको अस्तित्व...........

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Missing mom


The ripple is the same
But the sea is blue no more
Colorless, fake and alone he seems
Violently bangs the shore and calms himself
Again and again, and again and again...............

The breeze kisses his skin
The same way it has always been doing
But he just feels shaken and cold
Sees the kisses no more
Sees the embrace no more
Heedless he pretends
Intensifies himself to the apex 
More than the shore could possibly muster
Smacks brutally and destroys all that she dried
But happily she absorb all the wraths in 
And frees the heartless to his cool
Tranquilly and peacefully
Easily for forever and forever...............

Monday, March 3, 2014

Virtual me

A strange wind blows
When the thought of your presence intrigue
Make the cruel world around me to be vanished
The peace of mind for a while
A shallow thought magnifies itself for a thousand of times
And searches for a tune to possibly harmonize you
Unaware but delighted me for a moment
Utters a hundred and thousands of nonsenses
To possibly please you and may be fascinate your heavy heart
To the light idiot jokes of mine.....
But till the time i realize
How virtually flown was i
The bastard world  dwells to justify my pledge to prayer
 And accuses me to be kissing your feet
The untold truth, but clear as the blue sky
The poisoned  dart  from everyones eyes
Confuses me, is this life or lie than i am living in
I feel wicked,like a owl sick on the sunshine........
I turn to you for a glimpse of hope
A solace of all my tyrrany
But...................

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

मन किन मन्दैन???????


यो छिया छिया भैएको मुटु का टुक्रा हरु
युग भरि नसन्गालिने भताभुन्ग सपना बोकिरहेछु
फेरि पनि डुन्गा मा एक्लै अगि लग्दा पाइला मेट्दै छु भन्न
मन किन मन्दैन

आनौठो अन्त्यहिन सफ़र सन्गै घिस्रिदै
परेलि बाट तप्प तप्प मुल्यहिन  झोल झर्दै छू
तैपनि ओसिएको सुतली माथिको चिराग निभि सक्यो भन्न
 मन किन मन्दैन???????

ज़ीउभरि मया र प्रेम का उपहाररुपि खटा बोकेर
छाति भित्र का अशा हरु आखै अगडि ओइलाइ सक्दा
फेरि पनि सास बिना नै जिउदै छु भन्न
मन किन मन्दैन?????

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Naya Goreto

Tyo goreto
aja jhalla 6
aakash ko chati vitrako
chandra  muskuraye jasto 6

tyo goretoko ujyalo
jasko ek yug ma muhaan thuniyeko thiyo
jaslai phohor,maila ra sadeka samaan ko paryaye banayieko thyo
jasko ujaadta lai thukera hajaarau patak latyaieko thiyo
jasma khileka dui thunga phool nimothiyera kulchiyiyeko thiyo
ho!tyehenai aklo purano goretoma
aaja basanti bahaar aayeko 6
daiba le paani ta aaja naya dharma gareka 6n
chakamanna goreto ma aaja deep jaleko 6

ho goreto le aaja patro phereko 6
jasma aasha ra avilasha jasta sabda ko aauchitya 6ina
jaska prem ra trishna jadit haarafharu metiyeka 6n
jasvitraka paap ra aahankaar ka daagharu dohiyiaka 6n
jasvitra tekiyeka lalachtaka doob haru bhariyeaka 6n
ho!tyehinai durgandit goretoma
aja samyamatako akhhtar chariyeko 6
naya phuleka phoolka daalima vamaraharu haasiraheka 6n
aandhakaar ko kaalo dhadda jaleko 6.......................